This is for the girls who have the tendency to stay up all night listening to music that reminds them of their current situation. Who hide their fears, hurt, pain and tears under their smiles and laughs all on a daily basis. The girls who wear their hearts on their sleeve. The girls who pray things will workout just once and they’ll be satisfied. The girls who scream and cry into their pillows because the rest of the world fails to listen. The girls who have it hard but don’t let anyone know that. The girls who may never have it easy. The girls who have so many secrets but will never tell a soul. The girls who have regrets and mistakes as a daily moral. The girls who don’t always win, who may never win. The girls who stay up all night thinking about that one boy wondering if he’ll ever notice her. The girls who get what they get and don’t throw a fit. The girls who take life as it comes, hoping it’ll get easier somewhere down the road. The girls who love with all their hearts but always get broken. This is for the real girls. This is for you.
I was driving my best friends up to the haunted hay rides but then somehow we ended up on this touristy run down beach place called oswego. There one of my friends went off to look for a place to call our parents and ended up at another island, one by one my friends disapeared and ended up at the other island. None of them would answer my texts and when I figured out where they were, there was a storm so I couldn’t leave. I ended up being stranded in a hotel all alone while I could see them having fun on the other island.
Probably how I’m afraid that I’m going to end up alone forever. My own friends and family have a difficult time comprehending me (just like my quirkiness) sometimes. I don’t know if anyone will like to keep up the guessing game for the rest of their life.