I think the thing I'll miss the most about college is being able to go outside and look at the stars
I’m going to be in a big city with tons of light pollution and I won’t be able to see them :( And I’ll miss being able to walk around at night in my neighborhood. Don’t get me wrong, I’m excited to go to college and take the next step in my life, but I still like the freedom of being able to come and go through this town because it’s not that dangerous. I guess I’ll just be able to experience different kind of stars. The ones provided by city lights that stay on all night and flicker on and off. A modern day starry night, instead of the stars being up in the sky, they’re on the ground with skyscrapers and buses.
This isn’t logical, this doesn’t make sense. Fuck feeling, this sucks so bad. I can’t take the fact that you control my mood. One good compliment from you and i feel like i’m floating and if you ignore a text for more than a few minutes i feel like i’ve fucked everything up. I hate this, I hate this. The worst part, I can’t even blame you because you’re not doing this to be cruel or mean, you are just being yourself. I hate that I’m acting like a stupid love crazed teenage girl. I have never been like this. Somebody make it stop please.